HOOVER ALERT
HOOVER ALERT
Well, I mean, REALLY. I never thought he would. Never in a million years.
So today is my daughter's 4th birthday. It was a fantastic day. We had a wonderful time. I happened to glance at my phone at the restaurant during dinner and had a notification: "G.L. Has sent you a friend request". I'm sorry, WHAT?!?!?!
Today also marks 6 months exactly of NC. Six months ago I confronted his Brazillian whore. She told me she had been pregnant with his baby, that she'd been living w him for 5 months of the almost-year he and I were together. She forwarded my email to him, and he sent me a basic business reply wishing me "nothing but happiness going forward" but wanted me to leave both f them alone.
Six months.
What a fucktard. I mean, really??? What the fuck was he thinking with that friend request. Sadly, I was never able to block him because after that last email exchange in the fall, HE blocked ME. So not able to find him and block him there. I have him shut down everywhere else, that's the only place he had any power to get tome. WHAT A FUCKING ASSHOLE!
He KNOWS it's M's birthday today. He know that because of her medical problems and difficult entry into the world that I have a hard time today. He fucking knows. What a soulless manipulative fuck.
I was not given the satisfaction of rejecting or officially FB ignoring the request. Wimpy loser must have changed his mind because when I clicked on the notification, nothing came up in my FB account.
Jesus Christ. I am so... I don't even know what I am. At first it was the put in my stomach holy shit I'm going to throw up feeling. I was shaking. Then I just got pissed off. Who the fuck does he think he is?!?!?! I am so angry right now. Which is probably why I have the mouth of a longshoreman at the moment- sorry about that, friends.
I recently took myself on a personal retreat to a resort on Arizona. I just wanted time to focus in me and get back to my old self. I had a native american spirit healing session in which the healer and I banished G from my soul. It was incredibly cathartic. As the healer (also a physician and therapist) explained it- we do not CONDONE what was done to me. But we forgive it- and forgive simply means to send back G's shit into him. It was neer my black evil torture to handle to begin with. It was never mine but he made me take it. So I give it back. I CHOOSE LOVE. I CHOOSE KINDNESS. I CHOOSE COMPASSION. If I choose those things, there is no room in my soul for his evil. My soul is released from the night shadow. My soul is purified in the universe's live. So be it. I CHOOSE LIGHT.
I can't believe he tried to get to me. Gordon, you are a stupid pathetic fucked up psychopath. Good riddance to bad rubbish.
Sara
Sara
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