Is this 'normal'?
Is this 'normal'?
I've been complete NC, including googling him and looking at his dating profiles and his wife's blog. And I feel worse everyday. I am in therapy, started meds and running again and have read as much as I can find. I'm making an effort to move on and forget him- and it's NOT happening. I dream of him, think of him all day, obsess over the fact that he made me a fool, it was all a game to him and I didn't know it was a game. He's seeking out people to destroy when he has a wife and kids at home who adore him. I think about his wife and how I'm now forever going to be someone who slept with a married man. That's not who I am, not what I believe in. It's almost unbearable. This man has destroyed any self esteem I had left and I don't know what else to do to get it back and to forget him. The worry that I won't be able to move on is too much. Besides the physical stuff I feel like he emotionally raped me and it makes me sick and so sad. Is it normal to feel weaker and worse each day???
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Hey angie, I found that I
Thank you for telling me
Aww angie we all understand
And yes, I think sometimes
Unfortunately,
There are days I feel worse.
Thank you. I actually posted
Block him from seeing you on
Post away, sweetheart. It is
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Hi Angie.. Did you see
thanks so much for this
Thank you for posting this. I
Hunter that was great!
I hope so because if it's
Thank you. I feel this need
It's very infuriating that
THERE YOU GO!
I am broken up with the N
PLEASE don't take this wrong,
I've also thought this- there
they are like sharks
I was very vulnerable, he
Thanks. I am well educated
Hey, I'm in the mh field
crash-course in narc
But I don't want to be