What is My Problem?!?

I don't want him back - ever. I don't care if he's alive or dead, honestly. The best word I can use to describe my feelings for him at this point is - ambivalent.

But I'm not interested in meeting anyone new, either. I mean, I seriously have no interest in men at all. The thought of going through the "getting to know you phase"; makes me want to drink a bottle of Nyquil.

Because the last two guys I was involved with were full blown narcs, I kind of look at all guys as full of shit at this point and really not worth my time. I don't think I'm too good for anyone; I just don't want to be bothered with it.

This is not a good way to look at things - any one else feeling/felt this? What did you do to pull out of it? This isn't depression - it's "I really just can't be bothered".