37 days of NC and I have to say....
37 days of NC and I have to say....
Things I can see...
- I cry, but I cry over loss and NOT I am being treated like crap
- I feel calmer now
- I am not walking on eggshells every day
- I dont have a cellphone glued to my hip every day (My friends called it my leash)
- I actually can go out and not be monopolized by his incessant emails, and need for attention 24/7
- I can hang out with friends
- I can have a glass of wine without being called an alcoholic or being told I must suffer from chemical dependency
- I can go to bed when I am tired (I would get CHEWED out, if I went to bed before him)
- I can wake up when I want and not get chewed out for getting up before him
- I have energy now, I am not being drained by his incessant babbling all day long 24/7
- I can talk without having to edit my words in fear of being critiqued or corrected
- I dont have to listen to someone make fun of others
- I dont have to listen to someone spew negativity and try to make them happy
- I am free from having to tell him how great he looks all the time
- I am free of man who was OBSESSED with himself in the mirror
- I actually can hold the remote control
- I can sleep without being chewed out for leaving because he snored so loud, SO loud.
- The only names I get called are Sammy or Mommy
- I am not sitting at dinner or across from a man who lived on his cell phone texting probably 10 different women.
- I am without an engagement ring now (or what I called a manipulation tool for possession)
- I can do whatever I want now.
- I can do whatever I want now.
- I can do whatever I want now.
- I can do whatever I want now.
What a great list! This is
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Love the list SammyP!
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And 100's of MORE
SammyP
Beautiful Sammy.