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#1 Feb 27 - 2PM
Snowflake
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You know

I hate this..I mean REALLY FUCKING HATE THIS..

I am ok, not great, but ok..during the day
Come half eight I am a mess of missing him..nearly every night.

So so mad with myself..its like I am outside looking at a person and am shaking my head..but that person IS ME...and my heart aches and its horrible.

And I am having a pity party because I want to.

Feb 27 - 3PM
nlvr7
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guuurrrrllllll

lol! u r my rock u can't have a pity party!!! noooo :) seriously tho, i have a hard "window" of time every night and, mostly all weekend. i watch sam's videos, call a friend, go to t gym, shop online... just find something to distract myself. i will eventually tire and pass out. and yes, i admit to drinking a bottle of wine a few times also. hang in there lovie.
Feb 27 - 8PM (Reply to #5)
ab683096
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Weekends

weekends are the hardest for me too. it's like all you have is free time for your mind to wander. staying busy is key :)
Feb 27 - 2PM
Snowflake
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Bed for me

Fed up with my pity party..night all x x x
Feb 27 - 3PM (Reply to #2)
peachesn
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Hi Snowflake, There's

Hi Snowflake, There's nothing wrong w/ getting a bit of rest, especially when you're feeling down. It's actually been one of my coping strategies (in moderation :) Sorry to hear that you're not doing great tonight...half 8...hmmm, was it the time you guys would be together or anything significant? I'm wondering if there's something nice you can do for yourself at that exact time, like a lush bubble bath or brisk walk? Or even a cheeky wine? I know it's hard sometimes and you just get so frustrated, but remember that tomorrow is a new day and no matter what you're going through, this forum is always here. Hope you have a good night's sleep. Blessings xx
Feb 27 - 3PM (Reply to #3)
Snowflake
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Hi thanks

I was logging off then decided to do a bit of N educating..I just go from being so damn angry to so damn depressed to aaarrrggghh. This was around the time we would text ~(it was an affair). I am ok, it just hits me at this time and I get fed up with it..like uncontrollable emotions x