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#1 Nov 30 - 5PM
MissM
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Medium

I had the strangest, eye opening experience this weekend. I hesitantly went to see a very reputable medium here in England after my friend booked a session with him and asked me along.

I've been to see an excellent medium once in my life, years ago. Never really felt the need to go again.

Top on my list was to give nothing away, so he did all the talking. He got names, events, small details correct about my mum, her life, her death. Then he came out with:

'why have you let this gorgous bloke with the blue eyes walk all over you?'

I still didn't say much, just waited for him to add more. Which was along the lines of:

'right now he doesn't know what to say. He's acted like an idiot, lost you and he knows it'. Then really eerily his expression changed and his language altered. 'This guy's a prick. In fact he's a real wanker. And he's dirty, really dirty' and he said this looking away, like he couldn't look me in the eye and say it.

Then, he turns and says:

'Is this other woman blond then?' - this is without me, still, saying a word on anything about exCop, what happened etc. I had and have no idea if his other woman/women are blond, but I guess his long-term ex is blond, the one exCop said always cheated on him.

'Well she's always cheated on him and always will, he'll never find someone like you again and he knows it. He used to laugh and say you weren't anything like her didn't he?'.

It was how he looked away saying he was dirty that threw me more than anything. Quite an experience, just wanted to share it with you.

Nov 30 - 6PM
MissM
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Quietude, Barbara

I wasn't really sure how you'd all take my visit to a medium... Yep, freaky! To say the least. I just read about Lisa's visit to her medium too... good grief, talk about having a 360 window through to the truth. I did some reading after my visit. Really good mediums can tap into the 'ether' where all truth, all knowledge lies. It moves and changes constantly and is something we all share - like a collective conscience. This makes perfect sense. I'd love to know what is was that he saw when he turned his eyes from me and said he was dirty... And yes Quietude, interesting that he said exCop knows he cocked up. Mind, it's the only bit of what he said that I couldn't bring myself to believe!
Nov 30 - 7PM (Reply to #7)
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MissM

Hi MissM, What she saw when turning her eyes was the devil/evil at work trying to win over god/good. See the interview with the devil, i don't have the web address but this is how it works.
Dec 1 - 5AM (Reply to #8)
MissM
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ellen

hi ellen, Interesting point. How do I google this interview with the devil? It really was like he'd seen something abominable and was trying to look away. I hadn't thought of it in the light of seeing badness in full swing.
Dec 1 - 5AM (Reply to #9)
Ellen
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Hi MissM, I found it for

Hi MissM, I found it for you, i love the music too. http://www.cryofthespirit.com/interview.html
Nov 30 - 5PM
quietude (not verified)
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freaky

Ya, there have been some discussions on the board with a few people who visited psychics. I wouldn't mind doing it myself. I had to giggle at his nothing-held-back description of your ex! I'm sure he felt a lot of empathy that you were with such a scuz-bag. That's interesting that he says your ex knows he won't ever find someone like you again..hmmm. I hope that it was at least validating for you that you definitely made the right decision. Thanks for sharing.
Nov 30 - 5PM (Reply to #2)
Barbara (not verified)
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psychic

http://www.lisaescott.com/forum/2009/06/22/psychic ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The truth will set you free. But first, it will piss you off. - Gloria Steinem
Nov 30 - 6PM (Reply to #3)
Barbara (not verified)
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my experience

I won't laugh - between exNH and Psycho-Boy I saw a couple myself. Oddly they both to me that exNH was a "frozen" man - who had frozen his emotions out and they had slowly died and he replaced them with self-love. They said I would leave him but he'd not let go easily. All that's true. They said he would live his life angry and everyone, blaming me and everyone else for all his problems and die isolated and alone. That it would be something he did to himself. All that was true and continues to be true. Both told me I have the love of my children and always will. That as they got older they would avoid him and see very little of him because of the way he treats them. She said both are very smart and are already starting to see right through him. True. However, both of them (different places, didn't know each other - so this was odd) told me Psycho-Boy had genuine, deep love for me and it scared him. He didn't know that was going to happen when he looked me up and it bothered him when he realized it. That he was deathly scared to leave his wife & kids - didn't love her at all and was using her. And that he turned against me when he became confused and too weak to decide what to do. So that he turned to what was familiar to him. Angry with me for making him remember he still loved me - that subconsciously he'd do something to hurt me... because feeling love was something he thought he'd buried. So he went after my female friends. I don't know about all that, but some of it is true. They also said he was suffering from an incurable mental sickness that would eat him up alive. His wife would become increasing physically ill from turning a blind eye to his abuse, that one day he would get in trouble with the law and that as he got older it would be harder for him to 'work people' the way he had in the past. That he felt comfortable using his wife's money & that she wouldn't push him to get the help he needs for his issues. Both of them warned me that at some point in the future he may try to come back to me but I'd rebuff him completely. hmmm..... none of that's happened... yet. Both of them said I would meet someone new - which would be impossible since I don't date. Both of them said I would change people's lives... gee I hope so.
Nov 30 - 6PM (Reply to #4)
MissM
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Your experience Barbara

important bit first - they were bang on about you changing people's lives! Did you find the experience validating as Quietude suggested? I did. I cried in the car. Like i'd been forgiven, heard, understood. And some comfort and release in the notion that he regrets his actions. What your medium said re Psycho Boy is fascinating. Does the possibility that ALL of his behaviour is the sick flip side of the denial of love? It's a valid point that everything these people do to us is the opposite, the negation, the murder of love. I haven't shared much of what happened with exCop with my friends as they either don't get it, don't want to get it or act plain strange towards me. Seeing this medium was like getting the BIGGEST CUDDLE in the world and I've needed one for so long and had no one to get one from. Sounds daft doesn't it. Thanks for sharing x
Nov 30 - 9PM (Reply to #5)
Barbara (not verified)
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psychic

I have a friend who is a well-known psychic who works with law enforcement. He didn't do either of those readings for me but even he has said always listen critically. I wasn't validated as much as thoughtful about it. Does the possibility that ALL of his behaviour is the sick flip side of the denial of love? It's a valid point that everything these people do to us is the opposite, the negation, the murder of love. That I don't buy. These people are sick and evil. THEY AREN'T EVEN PEOPLE. I don't think Psycho-Boy loves anything more than he loves himself. Period. He's a predator, a liar and pure evil. However much he wraps himself in his right wing politics and religious fervor - he's still pure evil. He used me like a free whore and thought he was quite clever. Put me in the hospital a few times. He's grossly immature and continues to call me a bunny boiler, scorned woman and jealous because he 'fell in love with one of my friends.' Bullcrap... this man falls in love with his dick every time he unzips his pants. That's about all he can "fall in love" with. He's abusive and manipulative. The thought of even hearing the sound his voice makes me cringe. Love me? I seriously doubt it. "love" is a word to this creatures. They use it because they know it will lure us in and get us to drop our defenses. They have ZERO feelings. ZERO. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The truth will set you free. But first, it will piss you off. - Gloria Steinem