Accepting I have been thrown away
Accepting I have been thrown away
One of the hardest parts to accept is how easily our marriage, me and the kids have been thrown away. I feel so worthless. I think, gosh she must just be the greatest thing that he could drive his family across country and drop us off, just to be with her. What is so great about this person that he would give up his family?
I know I shouldn't be so tough on myself, but I am. My mom in law also told me that she hopes I learn from this marriage, and I put my next husband at the center of my world so that I don't have a man leave me again.
The other woman, husbands girlfriend, sent me an email, telling me how we are all going to grow from this and become better people. I was astounded. It was though she was telling me she had done me a favor, because now we are all going to grow from this lovely experience.
I ran into her once, and she asked if she could give me a hug. A hug? I just found out, and she is asking me for a hug? (She had also offered to babysit my newborn child when I didn't know that she was sleeping with my husband.)
I once found a letter from her written to my husband. She wrote in the letter that he should not listen to me, his friends, his family, because we were all bringing him down. He had a right to fun in his life and she was that pantiless fun! Yes, she wrote that.
So, me and the kids move across country, and he goes home and takes her on vacation to celebrate all their hard work.
I feel like a piece of garbage. How can someone who had three children with you, and twelve years of marriage just toss me and the kids away?
It was almost like a sick game of which woman should he take....his wife or his girlfriend. Who was going to feed his ego enough?
omg
In the end...she did do you
Thank you
And shows it to his wife?
And shows it to his wife
put this where you can read it every day this week, mallory
On the Fridge
put HIM in the garbage
And I forgot to mention..