I feel like an Idiot
I feel like an Idiot
I just can't seem to stop thinking about the XN. I go out of my way to hang around in the town that I know she is in. Her job allows her to ride around in the town all day. I spent the day, 4 hours, there hoping to run into her. How stupid is that. I did see her, from a distance, 3 times while in town and she saw me. It wasn't obvious to her as I do have business there.
How, oh how do I stop doing this. She moved on from day 1.
I want to understand but there is no understanding. I want answers that will never come. I need closure that I will never get. It's been 9 months since D&D and everyday is the same. I feel like a hamster in a hamster wheel. Why do I give her so much power over me? How do I let go? I have never felt so used, hurt and alone.
I'm having a bad night and can relate!
I really don't have any
Thanks, B
You are NO idiot!!!
Maybe try changing what you
It'll feel better
Almost a year for me and
That's what I keep trying to
MovingForward, I saw your
Thank you Mega
Sometimes the grief and