To everyone...

I am so saddened and burdened every single day, to see so many suffering so deeply because of the havoc that the disordered one wreaked in everyone's lives. Such heartbreak with the stories. Some have brought me to tears. the ruminating and constant pain is something I so related too.....

I feel you all so much. I realize I can be harsh. I don't mean to be. Sometimes my forthright verbiage could easily be misconstrued as uncaring, but that is the furthest from the truth. I care so much, that I feel frustrated at times wanting you all to heal and find the way. It's very interesting, having moderated before (no not here) and seeing so much pain and knowing some will get it, eventually, but so many others will not, UGH!

I've been where you are. Seen what you have seen. we have all been in the same boat. Anyone seen the titanic? Some drowned, others were saved.......we are all on that same small life boat........we're the lucky ones, but with all the pain, it doesn't feel that way sometimes........I know.

I care very much for all of you. I may never meet you in person, or even know your real name, but your pain is as areal as mine and you don't have to know someone personally to understand it....

I care very much. I apologize if I sometimes seem harsh.

Just know that I deeply care, keep everyone here in my prayers and hope that at least most of you, will find freedom and healing from these predatory, useless bastards who wanted to destroy and steal the beautiful souls who are here everyday.

You can get through this. You can do this. You will survive.
HUGS!!!!!!