Really struggling today
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Aug 14 - 8AM
Really struggling today
I'm having a hard time today... feeling really low. Not sexy enough, smart enough, funny enough. To sum up, not feeling good enough because I couldn't make him stay. I couldn't make him love me.
I had a weak moment and read old emails, old chats we had while we were at work... everything was SO perfect. I can't get over our little jokes, pet names, that companionship we've had. For so long.
But in the end I couldn't keep him in love with me.
I just feel like total crap today. :( Sorry for the rant.
Ruby
I'm so sorry you had to go
RubyWoo
Journey on...
Thank you Journey! I'm just
Hi Ruby, To add to what the
Thank you Megamillion! I'm
RUBY
Thanks Hunter! You are right,
Rudy
Hunter
I just got involved with the same N for the second time.
What was I thinking? Because I have put myself back to the same point where I am blaming myself again. And for what?
I want to get rid of these feelings again.
We are all here with you. I
Thanks doll! It is true,
Ironically enough.........
Thanks for your words Layla!
The younger student
Sounds like you and your
Rubywoo
Those are the names he called
RubyWoo
Thank you Coffee... it is a
RubyWoo
Thank you Ruby. It is true
hugs
It hurts, it hurts soooo
ruby woo
Thank you! I am doing just
You ARE all these things
Thank you Cgrl. I guess it
I'm sorry you're feeling low...
Thank you Juliamarie! It's