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#1 Jul 13 - 11AM
jules k
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A Prayer

I'm not a particuliarly religious person, but it would be nice to know someone up there is listening...

Please God or any higher power.

Please give me the chance to say to him "No i don't want to see you, i can't be bothered, i've got better things to do, i'm happy now"

Please give me the opportunity to turn him down and make him feel unimportant to me

Please give me that, just that one incy wincy bit of satisfaction, after all the shit he put me through.

And please, please give me the strength that if he does ever contact me i am strong enough to do just that!

It's not much to ask..is it?

Thank you, amen.

Jul 13 - 2PM
TraumaMamma
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Jules

Every day you go no contact you are doing just that. You don't need him. You are better. You are strong. You are important. "wishing" him to contact you so you can tell him you are doing well or don't need him is asking for contact. You don't need that satisfaction. It will come at a cost if you get it. Put yourself on a pedastal GF. Make yourself important. :)

Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.' --Mary Anne Radmache

Jul 13 - 12PM
michele115 (not verified)
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Jules

In time, your prayer will be answered... Signed, "The Universe" via, Michele115
Jul 13 - 1PM (Reply to #2)
jules k
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I hope so michele, i really

I hope so michele, i really do. Thanks :-) xx