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Thankyou 4Joys , that means alot to me *hugs* ... Funnily enough he has just emailed ( I can't seem to block emails , so now need another new email addy) ... and i feel its emotional blackmail for me deleting him and finishing him , i'm going to paste and see what you lovely ladies make out of this EX "new guy" and his email .... Here it is ........ "Tried to make out I was right? I WAS right. You won't realise that I was right until you have lots and lots of trouble in the future when you realise that NO man likes to be humiliated in public by his gf flirting about with another man (as though your bf doesn't exist). But hey - you'll learn the hard way when you fall out with one bf after another if you carry on in that way. And when you are 35, still single, and your son has grown up without any kind of father figure, you might just look back and think about what you are throwing away now and how your life could have turned out differently. I know you well enough to know that you'll think "he's got me - he doesn't need a dad." Yeah, well maybe reflect on the fact that he tells me EVERY time I come round that he wants me to be his dad. So as great a Mum as you are, and of course you are, a boy like Your son craves male attention. And I WANTED to act as his dad, unlike others we could easily mention, and unlike many men - lots will want the gorgeous Mum, few will want the boy as part of the package. I did. And for the record, My EX broke my heart - and a lot of it was my own fault. But a year on and she felt differently. Mr Fantastic didn't give her what she had with me and SHE wanted to try again. It was me who didn't want her by then. My regrets are about the way I treated her back then - Man In the Mirror and all that. Make no mistake, standing here today it is you I wanted to be with, not My EX. But not at any cost. If you think public flirting is acceptable then I don't want you, plain and simple. I know I made a mistake threatening to punch him...you don't think you made ANY MISTAKE at all. And your stance is just as unacceptable to me as my actions were to you. I still feel and care for you deeply , But I won't be contacting you again - only sending this now because I felt I needed to answer some of your points xx" This is a man i've been seeing for FOUR weeks , and was joking with a male friend about an airlift that i have known 5 times longer than him ......... Hes gone and done with ....... Did i attract another psycho??? for the record , Im also ten years away from 35 btw ... Lol! ... and when he says " like we know who" ... Hes on about my Ex narc .... x