Weird day for me/ doubts
Weird day for me/ doubts
Just realized that today would've been my ex-Narc and mine one year anniversary. Ugh.
What's good about it, is that I am not feeling depressed about it. It just bothers me that it all happened like that (It had been a really romantic vacation). I was actually thinking of things he said to me that night and how he seemed a completely different person from the person I had known before and also different from what he would later become. A true chameleon.
I have gained lots of perspective in the meantime and I have accepted that whatever happened between me and him was just a bunch of lies.
I do not miss him at all anymore.
I have been avoiding contact since the beginning of March. Right now it seems he's stopped hoovering too (maybe a new woman?). However, over the past couple of days sometimes thoughts have popped into my mind like "What if he isn't really a narc?"
Usually when that happens, I come to this website and do some reading, which helps.
Have you ever had these kinds of doubts? Also, what's up with not hoovering?
Oh yes, doubting is normal because WE are normal
Journey on...
That's what I usually try to
You are doing great with NC.
Good to hear this is "normal"
If he's not a narc than what
:) So right about that
Alisa
you broke it off for a reason
Alisa! Yay for not being with
I am thankful. Thankful for
Alisa
You're probably right. It's
Alisa