I do think I am starting to truly recover
I do think I am starting to truly recover
I still have a whole lot of issues but I am noticing that I am not on here nearly as much clinging to every word written. I am having moments where I feel detached from it and few moments where I feel truly grateful that I didnt marry him and he is not a part of my everyday life. Grateful
that I dont live in that chaos of waiting the next shoe drop.
Dont get me wrong I am still having obsessive thoughts but the hurt is not as deep. The tension in my jaws is gone. I have moments now when I am truly enjoying myself and I felt a true sense of pity (not a jealous comtemptous one) for the woman he is supposedly marrying.
I just thought to myself the worst thing these people could ever do to you is marry you. When they marry you they think you are deserving of their contempt everyday of your life. Where as when you go off and live a successful life without them you always become the one that got away to them.
I cant wait for the day when I dont care what I am to him
Yes you are right about the marriage thing
Thank you Goldie! There is
Glad to hear it....it's a
Same to you LOML! lets talk
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Book recommendation
Thanks Morty. I have read
Happy Mother's Day to You Too