Can I Just talk To him Once..pleaseee

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Apr 18 - 3PM (Reply to #5)
Hunter
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Stupid.. Well ..maybe :) Ugly

Stupid.. Well ..maybe :) Ugly no way! All you did was fall in Love. It's been 8 months for means I still feel bad sometimes! I think you need to read some narc material, it will make you feel better! Idealk
Apr 18 - 3PM (Reply to #6)
ImStrong
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Ya I agree sooo stupid..im

Ya I agree sooo stupid..im definitly going to read some...i keep clicking on to wright him a messege and deleting it..im going to read a out narc now..got to knock out of this..i feel like a looser

"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess

Apr 18 - 3PM (Reply to #7)
Veronrose
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You are NOT a loser....you

You are NOT a loser....you are NOT ugly....and you are NOT stupid. What you ARE is feeling that ugly longing, that stupid confusion, and missing that loathsome LOSER. Keep thinking about the ugly, stupid, loser stuff he did to you. Keep THOSE memories in the forefront of your mind. The things he did that hurt you the most. Focus on THOSE and sit on your hands. You will get through this. Sometimes it's just one minute at a time. xoxo
Apr 18 - 11PM (Reply to #8)
ImStrong
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"Im ugly leave me alone" was

"Im ugly leave me alone" was one of his recent posts..thats funny because all of you are right ..he is the fugly one..not me...inside hes ugly..the funny thing is when I posted the stuff on the wall..he actually said "im sorry"..i almost cried..it felt like the world stopped..i just need to love myself..love imstrong..but I dont know how..i dony know how to love me...thankyou ladies..i love all of you..i needed to here everything you said..i just wish I could love me enough to not hurt me so much...

"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess

Apr 19 - 1AM (Reply to #9)
TLSM
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Wait a minute...HIS POSTS???

Did I just read "was one of his recent posts?" Are you reading his FB? What posts? If you are seeing something he is doing you are still "connecting" with him-meaning obsessing and not letting go and this is the problem! Maybe it was a typo?
Apr 19 - 1AM (Reply to #10)
ImStrong
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Nope and Im addictrd to

Nope and Im addictrd to him..i now noticed..im making it my business to let go..and stop looking entirely..im going to detach my heart from him starting today

"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess

Apr 19 - 8AM (Reply to #11)
TLSM
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:( I understand

I was addicted too! Still withdrawling. Finally, I'm starting to see that he was a wretched human to me and you will too. Have you been on any dates? Or is there no way you can think about that now? I have been and I've made it clear I want nothing serious. The thought of being emotional with anyone makes me sick. Its strange, cause these guys sense and know I don't want anything serious and it makes them want me more. And its driving me crazy and then I cut them off cuz I'm mad they won't back off. Did I turn into the freak? I have no emotions. None. Scares me. Its hard at first cuz I compared him to these new guys and it sucked. But now I realize how much of an ass the freak was because these guys are treating mt like gold. I want nothing serious with no one now. But I will someday. That all said, maybe get out with friends or date. Your narc is an ass and don't deserve your love!!!