you are so right, i am nothing but a doormat, but right now, im so distraught and sick that taking crumbs is about all i can think of,,,,,,,,,yes, sick fn sick.........im so mind fucked i could crawl in a ball and die.......it sucks to feel this anxiety and feel so sick over such a mean fucking bastard........
Jaycee, I know how you are feeling. I havent physically contacted him, but went to his facebook about a month ago. He had put up this pitiful music video about how wrong he had been treated. Meaning me and it was to make me feel guilty. Then the next music video was how I could have the best of him if I'd just love him and make him the man he needs to be. Arg! It has taken me a month to recover. I just play these nasty little senarios (don't have the guts to really do it) over in myhead. I would lure him back in, make him think he was the man of my dreams and drop him like a hot coal. I know that makes me sound like him, but he is the only person I even think about doing this to. It helps to get angry a little bit. xoxo you are too good for this! I am like the rest of the girls, he is not gonna treat anyone better. They treat everyone the same. Male or female, its all about them.
Here's the infamous music video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CD2LRROpph0/
Leo Tolstoy hated music, so did the ex-P. This incredibly auto-tuned song would validate that (Rebecca Black is probably a good singer, she's nice, donating the profits to Japan-but this song is pretty bad, the production values awful)
I wouldn't even do it to my Narc grandmother, my former Narc boss or the former Narc manager. Yes, they're oblivious and self-centered... but I've spared them the NIs I've dealt the ex-Psych prof.
"I would lure him back, make him think he's the man of my dreams, then drop him"-That's exactly what I'd do. Say I'm still pining for him, say those 4 years with him were paradise, praise his hunkiness, call him the Sexiest Philosopher ever, *PROMISE* to come back to visit in the near future... and never show. My alma mater has annual reunions... so yeah, I'd love to stand him up. The mildest scenario would be to leave Rebecca Black's "Friday" on his voice mail, knowing HE HATES MUSIC. It's also one of the Worst Songs Ever.
"Friday, Friday,
Gotta get down on Friday,
We so excited."
That songs drives me up the wall! And I have empathy.
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Jaycee
Jaycee, I know how you are
We we we so excited...
I've thought the SAME THING...