please someone talk to me, im crawling out of my own skin
please someone talk to me, im crawling out of my own skin
i need to hear someone tell me, im not going through this again. i cant believe i let it happen again. im crawling out of my own skin....all i can hear in my mind is his words saying "your behavior is why im back with her." if i only shut my mouth and didnt flip, hed be here during the week throwing me crumbs, well, at this point, its better than having him living with her playing family with her and her kid, while im caring for our sick daughter and our dying dog. why didnt i just shut my mouth and let him sleep with her occasionally, instead of moving in lock stock and barrel and leaving us for dead. im so sick right now, yes, this is how i feel this morn, i feel so little for myself, that i would take his crumbs and live for his little affection, and absolute disregard for me, rather than have him humiliate me again, by prancing all over with her and her kid..........its sick, i know i need help, but God, why didnt i shut my mouth, he keeps saying, she was letting go of me, and you had to flip out, now, im back with her and shes never letting me go, shes buying him a 300, 0000 condo and purchasing a vacation home for him, now he will be living a life of financial freedom when all i had to do and should have done, according to him, was shut your mouth and stay in the fucking house where you belong. God, i cant believe i feel this way for someone who doesnt care if i live or die.....please someone talk to me, tell me he will eventually treat her that way as well, please, tell me he didnt go back to her because she is the one, please talk to me.......
Wow Jaycee, I'm sorry you are
Journey on...
thank you journey
Jaycee
(((hugs))) I hope you dont
beamoflight
Jaycee
Jaycee..... I'm thinking of
jaycee
im still crawling out of my own skin
Jaycee
Jaycee
thanks dudette
Jaycee
Jaycee
"your behavior is why im back
Jaycee
please someone talk to me, im crawling out of my own skin
thanks ashes
Jaycee
turn his life around?
"or will he turn his life
jaycee
helldweller
Jaycee
Like everything else...this is about HIM!
jaycee
jaycee
sara thank you
Jaycee
jaycee
The Crumb Snatcher
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
im strong, you are so right
Jaycee
Im happy you saw through my
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
Hun he has already treated
carolkitty
Jaycee
Morning Jaycee
Nonsense