No contact record
No contact record
I have never gone more than a week. Today is day 15. All new feelings. I feel sad, alone and defeated. It hurts like HELL> that I am alone here crying, and he is out partying and having different women to fill his void. Oh he has the one from out of town who is now me. Thinking she is the one. Can anyone tell me when this dreadful feeling goes away. The one week left me feeling great, the 15 hurts. He has contacted me 3 times. Over money he says I owe him. asking me to come over or call about the situation as it needs to be taken care of.I have let them all go to my machine. I know it would all be mean and ugly. His lashing out at me about how I was wrong to confront him in front of the other woman. Guess it is part fear that keeps me away. If I have a chance encounter I want to mirror him and say "I have been nothing but good to you, I never lied I never cheated" and walk away. What does week 3 feel like?
Miloka
Good work, Miloka,
spinning
Sometimes the counting will
MILOKA
Miloka
Each week is very important,