I am really struggling tonight

with "re plays" of the red flags. Why his phone was on silent all of a sudden? Why his suddenly puts a lock on his computer AND phone in the same day. I thought it was weird..my gut told me something was up and i told myself i was paranoid or just jealous. I know what he is, and I never want to be with him again, but I am really taking this stuff that i am remembering super hard tonight...I trusted him ...:(