Just really wanted to say what in the hell was I thinking getting involved with a person like you. You are the total opposite of me that it's a joke, and I stood there all of the those years while you shit all over me.
The women, the lies, the black eyes, the gun to my head, wreckless car rides, fist through windows, my head through a window, the pure and fucked up bullshit that you put me and my kids through. Well after all that you have done to bring me down, I am finally coming back up, and I am the one breathing again. I feel alive everyday that I am not in contact with you. I am no longer going to be your source, I am not going to be a part of the games you are playing with my child. He will be the only one hurt, and all I am going to do is be his mother and be there for him. Sometimes I want you to hurt as bad as I do. But from what I read, you won't, because you don't have a heart or any feelings for anybody but yourself. And you can try to make me feel bad, and say the meanest things that you can about me. That's okay. At least you can't ever say that I don't have a heart or feelings, because to me that would be fighting words. I never treated you the way you treated me ever, or would treat anybody like that, and yes it is because I have feelings!! And to me that's the most important thing in life!! Feelings for yourself and other people, you will not take that away from me anymore!!!