There is no closure...

Every now and then, I just feel as if I need closure with him. But then I realize, that nothing I say matters. He will always be 'right' and do his best to assasinate my character.

Some of his friends are like, "you should try and communicate with him, he loves you and he is hurting" - they just don't understand the depth, and in reality they are supplies coddling him right now.

Closure has to come from within and that is all. 5 weeks of no contact, and it is hard. My heart feels shredded and wants to connect with him so badly, but I know I am doing the right thing.