Why were we able to deny reality for so long
Why were we able to deny reality for so long
I just wanted to share something,it would almost be comical if it werent so pathetic. I saw/dated the N on a regular basis for two years. Do you know that at a year and a half into it.....he did not even know my last name? I finally brought it up, I said "you dont even know what my last name is." You could see him kind of tryingto come up with an answer.....he was like uh uh uh.......but he absolutely couldnt deny it because he didnt know, didnt care, never asked.......he never asked ANYTHING about me........is this pathetic????? To this day he doesnt know my birthday or where I grew up, went to school, if I have brothers or sisters.........all he would ask is how was my day going, how am I, you know, the stuff he thought made him seem normal when in reality he didn't care how I was doing......but I knew all of the details of his life.....complete with birthday gifts for him...i was so caring, attentive, and genuinely interested. I instinctively have always known he did not care about me and I knew what he was. I just didnt know it had a name.....can any of your ex N's top this degree of self centeredness? I am embarrassed. I cannot believe this was something I was willing to settle for. I just lied to myself and told myself of course he cares about me.......even with the truth staring me in my face.
Hit a nerve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He never really knew who I was
at the end
Once
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I actually asked the same question today.