aceonelady's story
aceonelady's story
A little Poem N wrote for me
The girl i loved
She was in Me
As I was in Her
We were like Parasites upon one another
Taking nothing
But leaving everything
So that we could see
Ourselves in each other
The next day....
This Poem my ex N wrote for me on August 21 2008 before i went to stay with him in the USA from Europe where i live and 10 HOURS after i got there he told me he didnt like me at all he had no desire whatsoever in being with me as woman after having sex with me twice but he wanted me to stay as a friend and i did ....
he withdraw any afection if he or me were cooking and i padded him on the shoulder he would sy dont touch me friends dont do that he would game on the internet from 10:30 am till 10:pm and then would go on till 5 in the morning waking me up at 3 am to cuddle me and give me a kiss..
i was going to stay 3 months that was his invitation to me he couldnt wait to see me but he gaveme the silent treatment withdraw from affection when he answerd his cell at home he made a mistery about it i was paying for all the food because i am a diabetic and i didnt want to be any trouble he would talk about that he saw someone he would like to know better i payed for the gas in his car ,water heat chairs even for a new bed because he had to leave his home because he did something to his 15 year old daughter (he had 3 kids and a girlfriend that havent spoke with him a year when he was still living in)and he lied to me about his daughter's incident.
he was living in i found it for him when he was busy going to court i supported him trough all his trouble we were having a long distance relationship for 2 years we spoke on Skype for hours even when he was working he ask me to stay with him on the phone,he needed me he loved me i gave him the inspiration to become a better person.Hwatched porn and wanted to stop and i was his angel ,
i was teaching him Dutch wich he was learning very fast.He was in my eyes a bright but troubled African american men hard working he came from the getto but he was somebody very real,intelligent creative interested in arts music cooking a world citizen and he loved my languages abilities i speak 7 languages i look good a bit full figured but tall i am empathic non judgmental and very honest on my opnions and i did and do love him,
i dont know why he has devalued me in 10 hours after having sex with me in a way that was something out a porn flick no cuddling only sex and he was having problems with his erection i didnt say anything about that and the second time too ...
he called me unatractive,he didnt me want to get attached to him 9 yeah right after 2 years of phone calls sex chats 500 or more pics
You Are Not Alone
aceonelady's story part 2
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