inshock's story
inshock's story
I have been married to a N for 24 years now. I have always known he was a mean man, but I loved him, had his children and was told daily how lucky I was to be his wife. He controls every aspect of my life and my childrens lives. He is 13 years older than me, I was a single mother with no money, and he rescued me. This is his specialty, he loves to save people, but you really pay, he wants you to owe him.
His words are so vile you can taste what he says, he hates most people, he knows everything, everyone else is an idiot. He is extremely successful. He bullies everyone in business.
He drains the life out me daily, I don't have the energy to leave him, he controls all of our money. Every time we fight he uses my children against me, he controls their hobbies, cars money. They all work for him.
He has turned my children against my family. If I leave him I will lose my children, they are 21 & 22 years.( my 26 yr old left years ago) I am scared of him, he will ruin my reputation, even though NOTHING he says is true.
I know he has propositioned many women, and had affairs, but he uses women no one will believe. He has been sick lately, I have had to care for him, it is more than I can handle.
During Thanksgiving, when all of our children were home, he would be starring at me across the room, never moving his eyes from me, it unnerves me I think he is trying to scare me. I try anything to not be alone with him. Any suggestions?
He has had me and my children believing that I am the crazy one, this website describes him perfectly, I need suggestions please.
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