Addiction
#1
Mar 12 - 10PM
Addiction
I think what I realize now after one month NC is that I was not necessarily addicted to HIM but to the desire to attain the unattainable. I could not stop trying to get him to fall in love w me. The more he mistreated me, the harder I tried. Giving up felt like failure & rejection. I could not tolerate it so I kept going back for more bc I remained pathologically hopeful. In hindsight, what the hell was I fighting for? A cold, distant, self-absorbed asshole who doesn't understand the meaning of the word "love"
Boy does this...
I could have written this
More like the ultimate
ewww SOH .. his response made
Tootsgee...
Chimps
re: chimps
Just wasn't into that
ha ha ha ha !!! xx
THAT shut him the hell
Hi SOH
no more freak boy
My life
They are like a train wreck
Nomorefreakboy
Are u really asking ME this question??
sickofhim
They are mentally ill...which
SOH
Sadly, pretty much none. I
No
So totally sad, on so many
"Pathologically hopeful" ..i
For me, he hadn't changed one
Wow
This reminds me of what
"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
Yeah
SATC
I never really understood why
Exactly. It became a huge