8 Months later and still crying?
8 Months later and still crying?
Ok, so it has been 8 months now since the D&D. I am better, I do NOT cry everyday, but I still get days when I cry hysterically! I have maintained NC for 4 months now. And I mean it! No FB, No texting, No calling, No driveby's, NOTHING! I am very good with it because I do NOT want to talk to him. I do NOT want to see him plastering pics of him and his NW all over FB. And since he NEVER attempts to contact me, I do not have to worry about hoovering.
So why after reading, reading, reading, meditating, exercising, writing, talking it out with friends, do I still CRY and think of HIM EVERY DAY? EVERY DAY I have to make an effort over a dozen times to CHANGE my thoughts AWAY from HIM. When does this stop? I want him out of my head 8 months ago. I know he is sick person who never loved me, is a Narc, is an actor, was cruel, a liar and a cheater, and WON"T be any better to her,(eventually).
Logic crap I have GOT it! When will my emotions catch up? When will my obsessive thoughts stop? This is the most INSANE thing I have ever experienced!
I am better, I do not cry every day, I can dismiss him from my head "most" of the time, ( although I have to do it dozens of times a day), and then those days when I can't I cry and cry. I NEED relief from him once and for all! WHEN!!!!!
(so tired of thoughts of him and crying)
It is insane
You are doing great believe it or not!
not uncommon
Not uncommon
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we fell
Focusing on the wrong goal....
Yes, TNR
Wrong goal
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I understand 8 months may not
You may well not be crying over ur ex
Abandonedandhurt
Too much pressure on yourself
Too much pressure
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This helps me too. Thank
Hang in there, I know exactly
Cherry
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I know how much it hurts and
CherryCola
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I didn't cry for quite a
why crying
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So u miss the masked man. Yes
Missing the masked man
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why do you miss the fake him,
Missing fake him
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It is
I'm almost 2 years out and 10
Unfortunately, I don't have an answer but ....
No kidding!
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I could have written this
Oh Yeah
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