Please help quickly, HE IS HERE !!! Hunter was right!
Please help quickly, HE IS HERE !!! Hunter was right!
I hope most of you know my story about him moving away 11 months ago and abandoning me after 10 years as GF. He just CALLED me on my cell for the first time since Sept. I was expecting a friend to call so I did not check the number before saying hello.
We spoke of the deaths and i thought he was back East. But he is here!!! Down the street one mile! He wants to see me.
I told him I was not sure if that was a good idea...and asked for me keys back. But honestly, we had a friendly conversation at which point I told him I think we are both crazy.
He said why? I said for never discussing our break up...
He is here because there is a law suit over a death in his family and he has to testify...
He is laughing and does not seem to realize he broke my heart...
I said I did not know if it was a good idea to see each other in person, that it might be too emotional and we might still be attracted to each other..
He said do you want me to just drop a bag on your steps with your stuff?
We agreed to talk again later today...I was NOT able to say NO, FUCK OFF, you hurt me blah blah...
I feel like I manifested him by thinking about him too much. I have about 6 hours to get myself together before we talk again. I almost started crying on the phone, while he is full of good humor. He said he missed me - the whole time....
I will never respect myself again if we have sex and I KNOW he will want it. I have not kissed another man since last June when he dropped me to airport. I was in love...
Please talk TOUGH to me now... I still feel the pull toward him..Is he the devil?
update
Of course we will all
thank you smitten kitten
"...but, I do love him, empty
tell him to F O, in your
fun and games over
He did call later
you didnt manifest him
He never called back
IFGI
They are sick disordered freaks and this is only a game to them.
thank you goldie
Of course, he didn't call back!
Ifnallygotit
this is not good
You don't need to hate him.
Not doing well
We don't hate him
pain
Caution Big Pain Ahead
This is so good and true, Chris...
spinning
ifinallygotit
That woke me up!
Little One
you want TOUGH ? well here
IFinallygotit
I learned to lie too with my covert narc
Fake it till you make it
I'm not going to talk tough...
ifinallygotit