Walking through it

I went to the bank to make a deposit. It's the bank where N is VP. When I got closer I began to get anxious. When I saw his car, covered in a blanket of dirty snow.....

Ns keeps his car, stuff, self, shiny clean and orderly) - I smiled, because I got to face more reality, which leads me to more freedom. His car is dirty and snowy because one of his OW's live an hour away. He probably has to park his car outside. He is having to do some driving back and forth, which is more than worth it to him in order to get some Supply. I thought of how frantic and exhausting his life must be. All of the chasing, lying, sucking, cheating, acting. Maybe it isn't exhausting for him. I'm guessing it fuels his psychopathic self. I sure am grateful that I am not on his Merry go round of insanity. Today I am taking care of my stuff and it feels really good. I am very grateful for this site, where I can "report" and share.