Sunday

Finding sundays so hard now, having to see my ex to hand over my boy. I have no one who will do the pass over for me. I always try and look my best, and not show any emotion and just look happy as i kiss my baby good bye.

Just having to see his face, causes me to spin! I no ive got to get on with it because he is my babies dad, i just find it so hard. Will this feeling ever go away? Feel like i start to get somewhere through the week then soon as sundays come, im back to feeling sad again.

Xxx