I have to start NC all over again
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Aug 4 - 7AM
I have to start NC all over again
I say the his sister this morning! And then I drove by his work,drove by his sister's work, and looked at his fb page. We r not friends on Facebook...but I looked anyhow. I was doing really good. Jesus I hop this doesn't spark me to contact him. When I saw his sister at the coffee shop this mornings as literally shaking. And I have never seen her there before...it is a small town.
He tried a weird ass Hoover last month and I am still fucked up about it. Maybe writting here will help me not give somuch power toner villa and enable me to move forward. I guess a little prayerwouldn't hurt either.
On a good not...I passed my boards this week and ism a nurse. Did it without him in my life.
Congratulations on becoming a Nurse
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