Losing It a Lil

Hi all,

Well after my four days rest off my floopy foot no better. I went to a new doctor today who sent me for an emergency MRI thinking there was something seriously wrong with my spine. After being at hospital all day, nothing. They want me to go back in tomorrow for more tests, on the middle of my back and on my brain. They think, though they say it is unlikely that it could be MS. I'm in panic mode. On top of that the dr.s is like 1.5 hours a way and I can't drive and my ride (mom) is really uninterested in taking me again. So I have to miss work again and find a way to the dr.s. I'm scared. I was doing so well and now these health issues are popping up. Geeze already, make it stop! I know many others have it worse, I am just scared and lonely.

It really makes me miss having a partner, somebody to console me and help me with all this stuff. I'm just a blubbering mess. Any suggestions?

xoxo

BtrflyGrl