So hurt..

I know most of you have been following my posts and I am nothing but greatful. Please forgive me if I begin to sound insane. My Narc and I are not officially broken up at the moment; therefore, tonight I ask him if he was up for a few drinks, he stated he was out to dinner. I asked him if I could see, yes my bf, afterward and. I reply. We argued Monday regarding his respect towards me. He met a girl over the weekend, yes they are texting, and no it is not on a friendly basis. Also, he put up a pic, main profile pick, on a social website. Yes, I had a problem with that. He walked away and I have yet heard from him. I feel, like before, this is his way of breaking up with me. He can never tell as like before. I do love him, I will not lie; however, I do not know what to do as I have done everything for this man. His birthday dinner is Saturday and he told his entire family that him and I are going together, yet this is how he is being..I don't know what to do. I am hurting and Lord knows I hate, literally hate this feeling. Please help me make a decision or tell me what the hell he is doing yet again. Any help with be of much ease. ;((