Is this normal?
Is this normal?
As I qo through the healing process, a strange fear emerges; i'm afraid that if I let go of all this anger and try to forget the things the N said or done to me, I will eventually come to think of my relationship as something that simply didn't work because we were different and not because of the abuse. That in the end, I will doubt even the fact that he was a N. Does this make any sense to you at all? I am finally nc after almost a year of continual hoovering and I feel much better but sometimes I still can't believe what happened. I read a lot about the disorder, it all fits his profile but he tried really hard after our last communication to convice me that bad things happen between people, this is the truth about human relationships and I don't have to be so bitter. That he was hurt too in the past many more times than he hurt other people and that's the way things are...
I was furius and at the same time puzzled. I didn't imagine his demeaning behavior, his rages, his contradictory words. Why do I still wonder? And why do I fear of forgetting?
Bad things..
No, he wasn't worth the risk
anger
I totally understand
my thoughts exactly...thanks
What I'm hearing
Yes, he's blocked...I
You are doing fine
Thanks for believing in
Validation
You are allowing him to
yes, you are right, I know
It is mind boggling once you