STD's

I am absolutely freaked out. I looked at that link that was posted from 20/20 about the narcissist who knowingly spread HIV to several women.

I feel so afraid and so after work today i am getting tested for HIV. I'm so so scared, bc in March and April i decided to have unprotected sex with him - bc we were trying to get pregnant.

I just want to kick myself for being to irresponsible. I made him get an HIV test in June of 2008..... however i didnt make him repeat the test before i decided to have unprotected sex with him in March of 2009. IDK Y- but i assumed he had been faithful to me. I now know otherwise!

I all of a sudden have AWFUL joint pain and in late July I had what i thought was the flu... I was so sick I was out of work for nearly a week.

Last night I couldn't even sleep with the thought that this man may have ruined my life forever. Please pray for me that my test results come back negative this week.

Jess