Jaycee??

ah another word I can use to describe N prick-extraodonaire! thanks So Whatever question is asked on here its always the same answerto your question Its about -. CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL its what motivates them to get up in the morning. They keep looking for it and sniffing around. When they have control they are quiet like a baby with a pacifier, when they are losing control and they see you getting on with your life they scream and rant and throw tantrums like big fat babies. Mine has no conscience and therefore no remorse I refer to him as "The sunshine of a spotless mind".. LOST CAUSE, LOST CAUSE, LOST CAUSE, LOST CAUSE say this daily ten times. then rinse and repeat!

Although it is comforting to know, he is an asshole to everyone, Im sad to say, they made up the next day and hes going back to her on Sunday. He told our daughter that he has no choice but to go back and live there, since he has no where else to live, but in reality, hes not giving this girl up, why would he? he can d and d her, watch her beg and plead, and run and buy him more and more, and then he can go back a few days later........the best one is, he told our daughter he cant stay here, because of ME, i drive him crazy.....im nuts and torture him........nice excuse, using me as an excuse as to why hes going to be living full time with her again. I do have to say, I know just from the phone records, which i need to stop looking at, he is torturing her as much as he tortures me, he grabbed his stuff while she was at work took off and let her call a thousand times, text hundred times an hour and finally, let her think she won him back, boy does he have her right where he wants her.....oh thats right, he will tell her hes stressed over money and she will give him money on top of everything else she pays for and buys, wow, at least im broke, so all he can take from me is my mind and soul, hes taking her mind, soul, and cash......lol I guess what comes around goes around, for all the torture and abuse she threw my way, i bet you, a million, shes getting hers every single day, well, when hes down, when hes up, shes getting the I love you mama, every second, cant wait til he snaps and ends up in jail, please, God, let it be soon..........thanks girls for all your support, i couldnt do it without you.....i cant lie, im disappointed they made up so quick, but he needs a place to sleep doesnt he.......but then again, no one goes where they dont want to be, well in his case, where the supply isnt abundant.........talk to me girls.....

I think jaycee that "we told you so" all along did we not? That 's quite a comforting thought though.... Ha ha ha yes please kick him in the bollocks while he is down and out and look at him with the expression of your complete disdain and total indifference... Smils at yourself internally as you see the realization on his face that you will no longer be back up girl what a predictable piece of shit....

girls Im so sorry thank you for worrying...ive actually been reading alot, and emailing lisa for some one on one help, not feeling great, but a little better, so glad i have you to worry about me. Im still stuck, sick, sad, and over the top anxious, but im trying to deal....I do feel a little better today, knowing that my hN d and d the ow again yesterday, although, as we all know, hes not done with her, they will be back together before you blink an eye, but at least i know hes a mind fuck to everyone and not just to me. I dont know what happened he told our daughter he was not going to his moms until sat, and that he was going to take her to her doc appt on friday, yesterday he came by, MISerable, told her he couldnt, told me, "I had a change of plans" Im going to my moms today, and trust me, im going alone........i will meet you half way on Sunday so our daughter can spend Easter with him and his mom, but who knows, he might blow her off for that.. but long story short, i looked in his jeep and everything he owns, mostly all the clothes she bought him were piled on the seats the floors, in his big gym bag, which was so stuffed he couldnt even zip it....every boot, sneaker and shoe was in that jeep.......but I looked at his key ring and her key was still on it, so who knows, maybe he rushed out and forgot to leave it, or he purposely kept it to keep his options open.....he made a comment on Wed, he said when im out of there this time, im a ghost, im gonna wait til shes at work and get my shit and run, never giving her a chance to fucking fight with me and call the cops on me ever again, and low and behold, the next day, while she was at some work thing, his shit was packed into his jeep, wow, maybe he knew but didnt want me to have the satisfaction of knowing, whatever the case, hes not done with her, i looked at the phone records and she was texting him around 50 times an hour and he maybe responded a few times, then he was texting the two girls he sees down near his moms, hes nuts, and i want out of this merry go round, i guess now that i know hes a fucking prick to everyone, i dont feel as bad, but i am sad that he wont just move on, i want him to disappear from this area, forget that ow, and do his thing elsewhere, having him living back and forth with the ow who tortured me, and lives two minutes from me makes me sick........you get it.....but im ok i need you guys i need to go nc and not care if he goes back, because you were all right, hes not better to her, just different, because they have more in common, its him in a different environment, and with someone who like to drink, drug, and steroid out at the gym with him, someone who worships him and buys him everything, but deep down, no one can satisfy his thirst for human blood.............

I agree with you, this is worrying....