The worst year of my life

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#1 July 12, 2012 - 2:09pm
iluv3kids's picture

The worst year of my life

Tomorrow 7/13, marks the one year anniversary of the end of two years with my N at work. It still baffles me as to how someone can turn into a totally different person. But I've come to terms with that fact that I may never fully understand. Over the past week, knowing that this date is coming, I've wondered what I would do...have some sort of "ceremony"; go to the places we used to go; eat somewhere we used to eat?; still don't know, but most likely none of those things. A celebration of myself is more appropritate because one thing I know FOR SURE is that I have now survived, by far, the WORST year of my life. If I can make it through that, I can do anything!! My feelings and emotions are still very raw, but I'm having more good days than bad now. As hard as it has been NC is the only way! Good luck to all who are hurting....and a huge thank you to this site and all who participate. I gain strength everytime I log on.

September 17, 2012 - 7:28am
Walkingonsunshine's picture

I too have NEVER known pain

September 18, 2012 - 12:16pm (Reply to #4)
iluv3kids's picture

It was a year ago Sept 1-3 I

July 12, 2012 - 2:24pm
Hunter's picture

2010 yep , and 1987 two bad

July 12, 2012 - 2:13pm
Rising Dawn
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But you made it!