Mar1e101's Story
Mar1e101's Story
I am overwhelmed, I don't know where to start.
I hope this is where you share your story. Mine is so confusing...I saw some of the posts and yes I have had a recent experience. At this moment I feel like I have been driven crazy, it was hard to name what had happened, I just called it voiceless. I was angry and felt self doubt, but I knew that it hurt so much that I felt outside of myself. I would cry and cry, cause no one will listen. They think I am crazy too. I can see my life become invisible and I am disposable. I question things today like, a tinge of self doubt and the other half of me, with fear of what is to come. I said NO more and it has cost me dearly.
Yes, the N is not in my life right now, but he is so very very much you see he is my son in law. The threats he left me with...and the evidence is so very painful...you see I am grieving a death in the family, the N at that time, told me in private, that he was not effected by this sort of thing at all, he had no feelings for what happened, the loss of a young family member left him unaffected, I believe that that was his only truth. In grief I was so nerved I walked away in disbelief. That is all I can say right now, about that. Of course it was then all about him.
Walking away in disbelief.
I do Not Know, how She is or how my Grandson is!
Mar1e101
Mar1e101
Thank you so much
Mar1e101
Hey there , i have just read
N's are not human. They are
"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
unfortunately
Why a Focused Recovery from a Narc is NECESSARY