Ok please answer! These are my last hooks, I want to know what happened.
Ok please answer! These are my last hooks, I want to know what happened.
Ok, I know he is a narc, I do know I am not his only victim, still there are some things, I think, these are the things that still keep me hooked, and I need answers!
First. When I met him the second time his exGF had a miscarriage. I will never forget how much this has influenced him, he wanted me to leave earlier so he could take care of her. He called her every day and he cried on the phone. He even couldnt sleep well, he was really tortured.
If he doesnt has empathy, and he doesnt love anyone, why did this seems to affect him so much. What if he really loved her, and I was just the whore to distract himself?
(ok now they broke up with each other, it didnt work out - again but still this keeps me thinking).
Second, he told me about his first girlfriend again and again, how much he loved her, that she was the one and that it was a big mistake to leave her, that she is the best in sex that she satisfy him like no other, that he would give his life for her (!!!!!!) and that he wants to take care for her when she is old.
Third. He has friends and exgirlfriends, who still love him and still are his friends, how is that possible.
Why did he never consider me as a friend and why does he consider other as friends?
Ok there is this tiny little voice in me telling me, what if it is about me? I am 31 now, never had a relationship in which I was really loved, not once. What if it is me?
Please give me some answers onto this, to help me finally to let go of all of this!
It's not you...
How Ns do it....
what the hell is " hate sex" thats a new one for me.
hatesex
fooled no longer hate sex
Sick-O
That explains why I felt like a victim of rape
Oh sweetie...
thank you
Explaining his connection to the former girlfriends
The weird thing is maybe he is just afraid of me
hate sex
so he was upset , really you
who knows
OMG
Never loved you as much
Nevergoback
Nancy M
moonshine
Nevergoback
yes Nancy M
damned if you do, damned if you dont
Shocked that he didn't care
susan...
Like a chick in a casino, I'm marvelous can't read my poker face
The shock of it
Nevergoback
huh
Mocking him...
Nancy M
so he was upset , really you
Jen...
michelle