Your own ego
Your own ego
Hi Everyone,
It's been a while since I've posted. I do ok from time to time with moving on and no contact. He still attempts to be in my life. I am not ashamed to admit it is difficult to stay away but I try. When your narcs gave you the silent treatment or just didn't seem to care if you ignored them did it ever hurt your ego? Did you every find yourself wondering why he wasn't trying to get your attention? I also find my ego bruised when I think of the other girl he became serious with in between us. It was as if I wasn't good enough for him to take on vacation to meet his family and move my stuff into his home. It hurts, my ego hurts, myself hurts thinking of that. He excuse is "I always come back to you and I don't want her anyway." Maybe I'm growing but that sounds like bullshit to me anyway. I was just wondering if I'm the only one who feels like her ego was shattered to nothing. I know I'm a catch, I'm smart and attractive and I'm a good person. But I'm angry at myself that I let him affect my ego and my self worth. Just felt like venting I guess. It hasn't been a good few days.
Thank you all for your
You know the thing about it
this phrase really stayed with me:
Trixy
I empathize with your
My thoughts
My ego is also playing tricks
You took the words right out
HMMM
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