Will I ever trust again.

I have been NC for a little over 3 months. I get sickened when I think about him and all his abuse. I can not ever picture myself being with a man again in a loving relationship. I don't feel like I could ever trust a man again after the last 2 Narc relationships. I have been working on myself and am discovering why I let these terrible men into my life. With that being said I still feel emotionless as far as love goes. I can love my family and friends but look at men as disgusting and users of women. Ugh !! Will this end in time. Any thoughts??