A wild, hair!

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#1 Jul 27 - 5PM
Gullable1
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A wild, hair!

All...
After this mornings chit chat with our lovely Adoette, disussons at hand on what makes us happy sparked some random impulse deep In my damaged soul. I miss me, I liked me, moreover, I liked the person I was, full of lIfe adventure and and intoxicating appreciation simply be on earth. Over zealous, over amituous and happy.

I've had my share of life's adversity, I never ever want my plate full of shit sandwich to define who I am. Moreover, a proverbial wet blanket, putting out every ones flame.

F this sick relationship, I have allowed this lame ass, to be my peresonal mantra. The worry, the wondering, am I to blame? Is he to blame? Will I be forced to retire? Will I be all alone? Do I need more Botox? How much $ will he need... Am I sexy enough? Skinny enough? Fat enough? Rich enough? Humble enough?

Blah blah blah....ENOUGH!,

So, I invite everyone, go.... Do what makes you happy, life is short death is certain.

I'm heading off to Argentina for some extreme skiing with my kiddo. (((tomorrow)))

Why?
Why the hell not?

Jul 27 - 6PM
Caligirl
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gullable1

Extreme skiing? Are you serious? Wow, that's awesome! Have a great trip. I like this post. I was just thinking today how my life the past year has been filled with adversity and worry, and then, this experience with N. I need to get back to me, because it's been a long time. I want to find out what makes me happy. When I was with N, I was riddled with self-doubt, striving to be good enough. Now, I need to focus on me and my future, and find out who I am again.
Jul 27 - 6PM (Reply to #2)
Gullable1
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Cali

Thanks Cali! Yeeeeeeee haaaaa! I feel oddly liberated, mash dash to gather pass ports, gear and essentials. My kid is tickled. They wonderful part? No narc to rain on my parade! I hope you do find your stride! (not in a foreigner with a pony tail chain smoking) hehehehehe
Jul 27 - 6PM (Reply to #3)
Caligirl
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gullable1

You're welcome. Yay, no narc! :) You're so brave. It reminds me of my sister, bc she is a competitive mountain biker/cyclist, and nothing scares her. I hope you have a blast! Thanks for hoping I find my stride and for the support yesterday. It really helped!! Yeh, not in a chain smoking ponytailed foreigner! Lol. Who knows what's up with that guy? He was quite the bore. Have a safe one! Let us know how it goes. :)
Jul 27 - 7PM (Reply to #4)
Gullable1
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Cali

Funny, I have lots of "used too".... I'm just tired of being tired. Certainly realistic, this isn't the magical cure all. Simply a step in the right direction
Jul 28 - 7AM (Reply to #5)
spinning
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Gullable, Keep on taking those

steps. I'm here to tell you that Nike's motto "just do it" has a lot of merit when it comes to moving on from the chaos of the disordered one. The only chains that bind me now are of my own making. And I'm not so into being chained any more! When I started breaking out of my comfort zone (and out of the victim mode), fabulous things have happened...still are. You go, girl! Have a great time! Hugs and good vibes from, (totally not) spinning. NO WAY. NEVER EVER AGAIN.

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