why is it that we do this i want to die
why is it that we do this i want to die
lastnight after erasing alot of the old pics of me and my Ex N i also realized that i was still able to see his youtube and his FB...like i TOTAL victim hoping to seeing him miserable for all the horrific pain i went through i looked at his FB. my X has a new women. their pictures are all over his FB. he cut his hair and looked like he had been working out....and everyone of "our" old friends commented aall over saying how digustingly happy and in love they look and by the pictures it looked like that......
how can this be? how can i be with someone three years that verbal and emotionally abusd me contorled me manipulated me lied to compulsively and not to mention physically abused me throughtout...
how is this possible? i am a total fucking wreck almost suicuidel today just try to understand how she got the family approval that they have gone all these places hiking and he looks so happy....was it really me...was it our combo am i to blame with this emense pain?
i am not seeing anyone im trying to heal the angry hurt and pain from all my abuse that was never ending cycle of either honey moon, fighting, blowout physical, honeymoon
how did she get the great guy out of hi,m?
i cant stop crying i cant stop thinking about what he and her have just like that
he got into a new relationship in a matter of weeks i dont even want to date anyone i am so fucking damanged right now
They wreak havoc and destruction
Hi Blueworld, I sent you a
Journey on...
never in my life
I am sorry you are feeling so low right now,
First and foremost...STOP
And about this painting called
Blueworld! No more peeking!
He is an ABUSER.
She didn't get a great
Poser
i know how you are feeling
No it was NOT you!!!!!
He is probably only doing