Why do I still think of him!?
Why do I still think of him!?
Hello everyone! I haven't been on in a few weeks because I thought that I was doing better! I live life the best way I know how, but last Saturday night thoughts and feelings came to mind! Of course after two margaritas! I am not a drinker and let's just say two margaritas had me thinking of the love that I had or still deep down have for Narc! My one year discard date is right around the corner and this no closure is no bueno! I found myself thinking of why he is making it work with the ow! I happened to see a pic on a friends FB and I have to admit he looks happy with the ow! I am starting to think that I just wasn't the one for him and I was a stepping stone for almost five years and he didn't hug me or go out with me as much as he does with ow! I don't want to compare myself to her but it's hard not to because he is still with her?! He didn't even look back and is living his life with her and I am starting to find it in my heart to forgive him and finally let GO! I pray everyday that god hears my prayers, I know the best revenge is to life well but Why her and not me!
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You probably did not accept
You probably did not accept
Forget YES; Forgive NO
Dear lostlove
Dysfunctional and thereafter