Why am I so heartbroken over a man who treats me like a used rag
Why am I so heartbroken over a man who treats me like a used rag
I just want to know why I am so heartbroken over a man,yes my hN, who treats me like a used rag. Why do I obsess over his other relationships, especially the one he is most involved in, the ow, why do I imagine he loves her so, and that the reason he cheated for twenty five years is because he never loved me, and was searching for true love. Why do I feel like no matter what has gone on between him and ow, he has realized he cannot live without her and that she is the one.....why do i care when he is so cruel, that the word cruel cannot even sum it up. why do i feel things would be different with him, if i were different and at least tried to have more things in common with him, and at least insisted on nights together and if i stopped giving him so much freedom, his ow is very controlling so obviously he likes that, it bothered him last time they lived together, but not enough to go back. i wish i would have been different throughout our marriage and then maybe he would have been different, or at least had an ounce of respect for me.........as he has less than zero respect for me, im just a used rag to him.
Jaycee...on them being left by women
jaycee;Two things, after
deidre
Jaycee
Jaycee I know this hard to
Oh Honey
fawn thank you
Jaycee
Hey Jaycee
fawn
Jaycee
Jaycee
I cant believe i am still allowing myself to be so distraught
Jaycee
oh jaycee
thanks for all the great replies
Jaycee
jaycee, i COMPLETELY feel you
dazed and seeking
Jaycee
and another thing
dudette
Jaycee
There is no doubt that he does
thanks dudette
Jaycee
he does
no dudette i think i am
Jaycee
Jaycee
I'm going to go out on a limb
Deidre, you are soooo right.
jaycee
NOW THAT IS PROGRESS
I am at this moment going
"I am thinking its because we
this is a living hell
Jaycee
i was convinced we were the
agreed