What I always wanted to say to him
What I always wanted to say to him
This morning I realized the ONLY way to truly show this man I had worth and value was to LET HIM GO. TO give him the message that I am a woman that deserves more than what you EVER had to offer me. I am NOT interested in joining you in your seedy, sick perverted pursuits, playing 2nd, 3rd, 4th 5th in your life, I am not a woman you can take down from your shelf to play with a few times a week, I am not a woman you can keep in your roladex to call up and demean and degrade me, what you offered me in the end was NOT what I signed up for. THe spell you had me under has been broken for a long time. I am NOT impressed by what you have and own, I would rather live in a shack than live in your castle a broken and used woman, like the woman that is living there now. I AM BETTER than that, and I will rise above your pathological sickness and pursue a life far away from the damage that predators like you inflict. It must be a feeling of real accomplishment for you to know you conned someone into believing you were even CAPABLE of loving another human being, we both know you are NOT. You have no remorse, and NO conscience for the harm you do to others and you actually delight in the pain and destruction you cause others. Your a real contribution to society as you hide behind that badge that makes you APPEAR to be a person of trust and worth, you are a person that only takes up space, you give NOTHING to society only what you are PAID to do as an employee of the county. You are a person of ROTTEN character, you are immoral, you are a coward when faced with the harm you have done to others. The only way you can get ANYONE to love you or fall in love with you is to wear a mask, a mask you wear so you can rape, con, and fool others. I got my dignity back by throwing you to the curb, your a sick piece of shit and may you rot in the black empty dark hole of the facade you live in.
That is what I always wanted to tell him before I went TOTAL NC, but guess what....... he already knows that, it would have been one of MANY letters he has received from his victims no doubt. Do I REALLY think I was the first to discover he was a psychopath? NOT!!! You get your dignity back with NC, you trash the garbage to the curb and wait for the garbage men to pick it up.
Here's what I would've said
I believe he does know
Getting mad over petty things
kla2000
Any of them that have half a
sickofit
OWML
sickofit
yes he basically told me in
sickofit
I read somewhere just he
Oh I dont think hes
I'm right there
beautifully said NLB! i
Well said!
narcissizednomore
Yes, he knows that, and he knew his outcome from the beginning
What I Want to Say?
What I would say?
Beautifully put , high five
scoop
You DO tell him all of this
I AGREE
As you go along, it matters
Briseis
It makes all the difference
Briseis
NEVERLOOKBACK
yaaay!!!! love it and I'm
neverlookback
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