What He Said vs What He Really Means - Part 2
What He Said vs What He Really Means - Part 2
from perutoo's exN
"Dear Peru .
Quell your ranting, it dosent do any good.
I have no feelings or emotions. I am a heartless piece of dung.
I know you want to hate me for the way you feel right now and i dont blame you It came out as not intended when i said men and women view sex in diffrent ways .I should have been more specific
I love to be hated! It's attention! Now I am going to f-k with your mind with my word salad...
You and i see sex in a diffrent light in this respect .It boils down to my contradiction.I see sex as a reproductive action ,although the lesbian in me makes it seem so good to you (lesbian and cock is a good combination), that doesnt mean i cant empathise the symbolic act we share when we act it out to one another
I am a twisted freak. I am so warped and perverted and screwed up when it comes to sex. Every woman is a thing with a hole to me. So now I am going to justify my warped view and make your head spin.
You know its nothing to do with that otherwise i would have taken advantage of you when you presented yourself to me .I know your vunerabilities and they have come from your past .You need to disect these and work out where your actual position is
I know all your weak spots and I am going to push all your buttons. I am a predator, a monster and to me you were like pre-tenderized meat.
Offering yourself in this way does not bring you the love previous men have made you believe you need .
I want to make sure I screw up your head for any future relationships!
Five hours from going from one standpoint to another should tell you a lot about your situation .I know how much you feel for me and thats what makes it so difficult .I have been walking a fine line between what baggage previous men have imposed on you and who you really are . Unfortunatly i can not claim i have not unloaded any myself but i hope my last email gave you some insite to my own contradiction and problems that have me act the way i have with you .
I am incapable of love, feeling or anything but eviscerating everyone I know. But I am going to play on your compassion and throw out enough word salad so you believe it's YOUR FAULT because - I'm perfect. It's never my fault.
You are right when you say that deep down i love you and i do , but it is a love of unequivocal friendship .Yes i can pretend like its one i feel for everyone but its one like i feel for a best friend , a very close friend.Not everyone receives that but you know how to ask the right questions , a valiant skill indeed and its what seperates you from the rest , take heart in this .
Damn you - you started ripping off my mask. See I can say the word "love" and actually make you believe it - this makes me feel powerful. Now I am going throw the friend thing at you and hope I can keep you around to play with you when I'm bored.
Still you are in a fragile state but what doesnt kills you makes you stronger . You are strong , keep it up.I hope to see you Sunday and we can maintain the friendship we have built already
Stick around - you're great supply. And if you believe any of this I have a bridge in Brooklyn to sell you. I am the ultimate con man. And a twisted on at that!
In solidarity
Narcissist
FLAMING all about me me me Narcissist!
oh i love this. i was just
word salad
word salad
My n sent me porn yesterday
perutoo
peru
porn email says "this is what I think of women"
photos
The friend thing
cupcake
friends? a Narc is NEVER a friend
what they say vs. what they mean...
nmale