Weird Panic/Flashback

After work I stopped at the market. A man simply said, "I like your dress." If I had been with HIM, I would have been in "trouble"...I would have been accused of flirting, looking too pretty, etc.....I felt nervous and anxious through my 10 minutes at the market!!!! When with him, I always kept my eyes down, if I admired someone's eyes or sweater (male or female)....I was bad! There was hell to pay! If someone said "hello" or if I said "hello" or joked with a store clerk....I wanted to have sex with them. I feel terrible now...Why do I still feel guilty and bad about this man's compliment instead of just just appreciating it with a smile?

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