The visit really screwed me over
The visit really screwed me over
I was NC and happy, seeing my future with happy and exciting possibilities.
I broke NC when he came, I'm sorry to write again but this is in a diff context. All that I have read here, all the D&D, all the idealization, never happened this time. So little contact and I felt like I'm the one who devalued him because of my anger towards him.
I told my mother I hate him but did not have any more feelings for him but just hate as any person would hate a coworker that annoyed them. I lied. When he said his goodbye to his daughter and me, I was heartbroken. I knew I missed him but never showed him. I was cold as ice because I was still hurt and never got a proper apology. Or maybe an apology will not even work because what I truly want is for us to be together as a family.
How can i still feel this? He replaced me with a skanky OW? Why am I all of a sudden feeling depressed after he left??
Every time I've seen my exN
Journey on...
Today I didn't feel like he's a Narc
It was the death of a dream.
he says he has a boring life
Life is always boring,
Because you loved, that's
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