UNBELIEVABLE!!!...THE PSYCHONARC IS STILL ALIVE!!

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#1 Apr 16 - 3PM
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UNBELIEVABLE!!!...THE PSYCHONARC IS STILL ALIVE!!

stop the INSANITY!!...he is STILL alive..
ok...they tell me he is T.E.R.M.I.N.A.L....NOT GOING TO LIVE....he is in COMPLETE RENAL failure....and in COMPLETE LIVER failure....and yet....they started the filthy drunken loser bastard on dialysis.....and he starts to 'improve'...by 'improve' they mean of course that his blood i cleaning up....SO WHAT???..i mean you wash a muddy worn out tennis shoe, and it's less muddy..but still worn out.....

soooo...he is in total denial, as always...and believes he is not going to die....they tell him he is and ask him if he understands...he says yes...but then he turns around and tells me that he is not dying..and is feeling better.....

i got a call today from some advocate...who is working feverishly to get the psycho disability benefits...so he drunken ass can be moved into a nursing facility..given expensive dialysis daily...and be a burden to society for month and months!!..now..let's remember that two and a half years after tossing the psycho..i have YET to see a medical doctor!!....or get a bit of medical care...but the psycho...they're EXPEDITING care for him!!

he's going to eventually die no matter what...so..why are they going to all this trouble for this twisted piece of shit???.....found out today for sure......he has no medical insurance or life insurance...it was all canceled in JULY because he refused to pay his share of the premiums.....

AND...now he is weaseling his almost equally pscyho sister and brother in law....blaming ME for all his problems...and has manipulated them into offering him help.....

i haven't slept more than three hours total in the last few days waiting for him to die.....but he's holding on like the cockroach he is......

last night i was up there for a look.....he's is still bright orange....looks like a bloated drunken whale....and is being given ativan for his axiety......no one has mentioned MINE.....

and...to top it off....when they first got him to intensive care...THANKS TO ME.....they chaplain asked him if he had anyting words he wanted to pass along in case he didn't make it through the day......here it .......

tell my daughters
i am proud of them
i am sorry
i love them

mary was right to try to stop me from drinking

do not ever drink

AND THAT WAS IT!..no thanks to me for hauling him in there...no apology to me.....no mention of his EIGHT 'BELOVED' dogs....and even the bullshit to his daughters is bullshit.and one of them saw right through it..and said....
'that bastard is toxic'......

Apr 16 - 11PM
neveragain5
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Hang in there, narnarc! The

Hang in there, narnarc! The hell of him hounding you will all be over soon. You will live in peace without the fear of him. I'm sorry that he took so much away from you.
Apr 16 - 10PM
narcnarcwhosthere (not verified)
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seeing justice.......

as most of you know...that bastard murdered my beloved dog BEN...something he alternately denies and taunts me with...he also kidnapped another of my dogs, Hootie..and held him for ransom..threatening to throw him out of THE moving car... i have wanted justice for years...wanted to see it...with my own eyes....him standing smiling like an evil cheshire cat over my sweet dying Doodlebug...him standing smiling over BEN'S body...i have often envisioned myself standing over HIM, doing the same...i have always said i want the last sound he ever hears to be BEN'S name...and if i am standing over him at the end...i can serve it up to him... i remember cowering in fear from him..as he beat me..berated me...i remember saying..'i'm going to kill you bitch'...and 'you're out of control..you have to be brought under control'.....and i really need and want to see him brought under control...once and for all..... i need and want to see the monster who said to me...'i giveth and i taketh away' delivered into a mightier hand than his own... i want to see him try to charm his way out of death....
Apr 16 - 9PM
narcnarcwhosthere (not verified)
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CONFLICTED......

the only reason i took him to the hospital is i was raised with the deep conviction that we must in times of life and death be charitable even to our enemies... so even though he continues to LIVE, damn it....i feel ok about dragging him to the hospital.... but what i DON'T feel too charitable about is how people are still trying to force him to be MY problem... such as trying to get ME to fill out paperwork for him to get disability....or to make pre need arrangments for his body...i have refused to sign ANYTHING they have shoved at me...except the durable power of attorney, to make medical decisions should he be totally incapacitated.... today they called me, and wanted me to sign some crap about his lack of insurance....to help him find ways to pay his medical bills.....and i just said.....'hey...this is not MY problem'... now, as always...i worry about the legal ramifications of still being married to him, much against my will..
Apr 16 - 11PM (Reply to #8)
Barbara (not verified)
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idiots

tell them YOU have no insurance and long term injuries from him beating you... you'll fill it out ONLY if they get you BOTH Medicaid... And fill out your form first. Tell them to call his sister & brother in law about disposal of the body. ~~~~~~~~~ Moving Forward: Coaching for Victims Pathologicals Feelings buried alive never die. - Alice Miller
Apr 16 - 9PM
narcnarcwhosthere (not verified)
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tired tired tired tired..........

i guess they just found out late yesterday that he is not insured....and now they're sort of 'stuck' with him...because they started doing dialysis on him, i suspect they have to keep it up..... i think they are anxious to get him on social security disability and medicaid so they can maybe recoup some of their losses on him..... if it goes like everyone else who ever tried to recoup any of their losses from him...all i can say is ..FAT CHANCE... i've been trying to get some sleep today....not easy...i'm just on overload from all of it....because the bottom line is..if he lives or dies.....he's still destroyed my life...and nothing is going to bring it back.......
Apr 16 - 10PM (Reply to #6)
quietude (not verified)
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geesh

Ya, they have an 'ethical' and professional obligation to try to keep him alive, but they're all secretly hoping he'll kick the bucket soon and put an end to them having to absorb the costs. I'm soooo glad you're telling them in no uncertain terms that you are NOT responsible for him financially. Hope you let them know what you live on...the idiots. Snuggle up with the pets and try to get some rest tonight, dear!
Apr 16 - 7PM
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It's okay honey.. Of course

It's okay honey.. Of course the dialysis is going to make him FEEL better..it's a band aid to buy him some time. He will most likely need it everyday/every other day for the rest of his life..and without a liver, will be very short He is TERMINAL...he CANNOT be repaired ever He is NOT a candidate for a kidney transplant because he ruined his kidneys from alcohol abuse..they only give people organs to people that deserve them.. The social worker of course is trying to get him benefits...this is the country we live in He will die, its just a matter of time...could be weeks could be months, but his time is UP Ive read what he's done to you, honestly..the bastard is lucky you are even there. Karma is real.
Apr 16 - 6PM
moving on
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your presence

maybe you being there is keeping him alive and making him get better. after all, you are the complete opposite of him, GOOD. He is evil. I personally would never check up on him and don't worry about him. If he dies, great. If he's alive, he will be miserable and that is also great. Just leave it alone. Why do you feel you have to be there? Don't u see it's driving you insane?
Apr 16 - 7PM (Reply to #3)
Barbara (not verified)
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she needs to be there

believe me - she'd be really insane if she wasnt there to see what is going on... the bastard is still married to her - he could dump all those bills on her! In this case - best to keep him close to the vest so she has some control over what he says/ does. ~~~~~~~~~ Moving Forward: Coaching for Victims Pathologicals Feelings buried alive never die. - Alice Miller
Apr 16 - 5PM
quietude (not verified)
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crazy

This is just nuts, but even someone this evil can't live without a liver, kidneys, etc for long...the dialysis is probably making him feel better because it's replacing his 100% alcohol-laden blood with clean blood. His body probably has no idea WTF to do with all that clean blood??? The injustice, denial of those around him, the continual ignoring of your needs vs. his is totally maddening just to hear...I can't imagine being there. SOMETHING, SOMETHING has to give here, narnnarc...there must be some kind of poetic brilliant irony in the wings here. I'm surprised the chaplain didn't run screaming out of the hospital or try to do an exorcism. How funny that his own daughter even knows he's toxic, at least there's someone else besides you whose on the side of sanity!