TovaBella's Narcs Suck IPod Mix

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#1 May 15 - 9PM
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TovaBella's Narcs Suck IPod Mix

Hi Everyone,

This is one of my IPod mixes that I created that helps me process everything. Thought I'd share.

Hugs,
TovaBella

P.S. The songs with asterisks are one's that really make me think...lyrics and all.

Beggin You - {Armin Van Buuren Remix} Global DJ Broadcast

Don't Look Back - Telepopmusik

*Tears Dry On Their Own – Amy Winehouse

*Unforgivable {Extended Mix, feat. Jaren} – Armin van Buuren

Shivers – Armin van Buuren

No Regrets – Alex M.O.R.P.H , VONYC Sessions 2009

Out of Goodbyes (with Lady Antebellum) – Maroon 5

*Stepping Stone - Duffy

*Fine Without You {feat. Jennifer Rene}- Armin van Buuren

Find Yourself (Cosmic Gate Remix) {feat. Sarah Howells} – Trance Top 1000

*Stepping Stone - Duffy

*Firework – Katy Perry

*Who Am I Living For? – Katy Perry

*Pearl – Katy Perry

You Won't See Me Cry – Markus Schulz

Marchin On – One Republic

Never Be the Same {feat. Carrie Skipper}- Markus Schulz

*Jar of Hearts – Christina Perri

*Rolling In The Deep - Adele

*A Little Bit Stronger – Sara Evans

I Don't Own You – Armin van Buuren

*Unconditional Love {feat. Melissa Loretta}- Amurai, Once Upon a Night

*Decode – Paramore {Twilight Sndtrk.}

*The Unbreakable {Breakfast Remix}- BT

*Where Is My Mind? (feat. Emily Browning) – {Sucker Punch Sndtrk.}

*Asleep – Emily Browning {Sucker Punch Sndtrk.}

*Not Falling Apart – Maroon 5

May 16 - 4PM
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My list that I posted the other day

This is a growing list. I added "Barely Breathing" by Duncan Sheik the other day after someone else posted it. I will have to check out the other songs listed here in in this thread. Thanks for sharing. Anything But Down - Sheryl Crow http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJqmyOeOnWk http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/sherylcrow/anythingbutdown.html Perfect Lie - Sheryl Crow http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHEp4vVYYjA http://www.songs-lyrics.net/so-Sheryl-Crow-lyrics-Wildflower-lyrics-Perf... Insensitive - Jann Arden (Love the way the guy is Hoovering in this video) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-nrGWwHalCU Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v_4O44sfjM http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/christinaperri/jarofhearts.html Rollin in the Deep - Adele http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iXxf7JZ3NU I Wish I Wasn't - Heather Headley http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8oz716XcQqU http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/heatherheadley/iwishiwasnt.html Narcissus - Alanis Morrissette http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yP5bEnJBx2k You Oughta Know - Alanis Morrissette http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4UEWbTxmG9o Hot N Cold - Katy Perry http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTHNpusq654&feature=fvst Womanizer - Britney Spears http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDq0PzCrf5w Toxic - Britney Spears http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MlZP8yg15RA You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jA6sueOuZm4&feature=related Cold As You - Taylor Swift http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKhR-jI4XLk Linger - The Cranberries http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2PhOfJhJKZk Cold Hearted Snake - Paula Abdul (Describes them to a "T" and my Narc even mentioned this to me once sarcastically) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYKMZUNHTAI I Hate Myself for Loving You - Joan Jett (We've all been her/him) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPkTGm4RtVM&feature=related Smooth Operator - Sade http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMMKSa8DBME Betcha Say That - Gloria Estefan http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOyGOjM8xbc You're So Vain - Carly Simon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZnlaSq9VJa0 THE KELLY CLARKSON COLLECTION (She should be on this board): Addicted - Kelly Clarkson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXyrMaFZM0g Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWIB4DCtooI http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/kellyclarkson/walkaway.html Never Again - Kelly Clarkson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVYesEpMr84 http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/kellyclarkson/neveragain.html Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7UrFYvl5TE http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/kellyclarkson/sinceubeengone.html Don't Waste Your Time - Kelly Clarkson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjM9nTd9Jnc http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/kellyclarkson/dontwasteyourtime.html Beautiful Disaster - Kelly Clarkson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGg1gvs7QfM You Thought Wrong - Kelly Clarkson feat. Tamyra Gray http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCQhCkCxBVM&feature=related Barely Breathing - Duncan Sheik http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TLK-i2X9zw FROM THE NARCISSIST'S POINT OF VIEW: For Your Entertainment - Adam Lambert (Great song about what it's all about to them) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0F2hqlV8-N8 I'm a Creep - Radiohead http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9eHus6M7Gpk Poker Face - Lady Gaga http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yODa2bifHs0 Fade to Black - Metallica (My Narc actually sent me this once saying this is how he feels most of the time.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_Q4rfPRUsQ&feature=related http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/metallica/fadetoblack.html
May 16 - 6PM (Reply to #8)
TovaBella
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Thanks SK!

Hey SK! Thanks for reposting your list to share! :) There's some really good ones on there that I haven't ever thought of in regards to the ex-N :) TovaBella
May 15 - 9PM
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Thanks for sharing, I've only

Thanks for sharing, I've only got a few of those on mine, have to look up the rest
May 16 - 6AM (Reply to #2)
TovaBella
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Hi Wacaet

Hi Wacaet! I found them all on Itunes. If you have different ones, please share them :). I love music and it has been a huge part of my healing process. Yours, TovaBella
May 16 - 7AM (Reply to #3)
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my list: (some of these I was

my list: (some of these I was listening to during our "relationship" and my confusion, not even knowing why) Bulletproof - La Roux Criminal- Fiona Apple Everybody Hurts- R.E.M. Gold Guns Girls- Metro (this one because my N was a sex addict) Rolling in the Deep- Adele New Low- Middle Class Rut Barely Breathing- Duncan Sheik Believe- The Bravery Secrets- One Republic Waiting for the End- Linkin Park You're Not Sorry & White Horse- Taylor Swift Breathe- Anna Nalik Jar of Hearts (of course)- Christina Perrie (made the N listen to this one!) Add it Up - Violent Femmes Almost Blue- Elvis Costello Battle- Colbie Caillat Dog Days are Over - Florence & the Machine Don't You Remember- Adele Foolish Games- Jewel I Don't Want to Be Your Friend- Cyndi Lauper Wide Open- Darden Smith The Same Deep Water As You- The Cure Pictures of You- The Cure Like a Cat- Cyndi Lauper My First Night Without You- Cyndi Lauper My Own Prison- Creed Torn- Natile Imbruglia To Wish Impossible Things- The Cure Make a Play for Her Now- The Bangles
May 16 - 12PM (Reply to #4)
TovaBella
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Wacaet :)

Thanks, Wacaet! I'm going to check these out tonight :) You were listening to some of songs while you were with your ex-Ne and didn't really know why, isn't that weird?! Me too! After the final D&D, I walked away in shambles. I cried during a few of my cardio workouts recently and that's when I started listening to the words of some of the songs on my mix. Kind of weird how our brains have us listen to some songs and we don't realize why until after the fact. It's like our brains know before we ever really realize...kind of neat :) TovaBella
May 16 - 2PM (Reply to #5)
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some of them, like Jar of

some of them, like Jar of Hearts & Foolish Games were my "mad at N" songs, I played when he was doing his D&D thing, I even told him that he said "I don't like that you have mad at me songs" not, sorry I make you mad
May 18 - 7AM (Reply to #6)
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check out these lyrics (wreck

check out these lyrics (wreck of the day- anna nalick) "Wreck Of The Day" Driving away from the wreck of the day And the light's always red in the rear-view Desperately close to a coffin of hope I'd cheat destiny just to be near you If this is giving up, then I'm giving up If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love Driving away from the wreck of the day And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus 'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love I'm just falling to pieces And if this is giving up then I'm giving up If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love When all my resistance will never be distance enough Driving away from the wreck of the day And it's finally quiet in my head Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love